لا اعلم أن كنت سأبدأ من الآن في لملمة تفاصيلك المتناثرة ، وتجهيز حقيبة ضخمة أجمع فيها أفكاري اليائسة ، ومشاريعي الفاشلة حولك ، لا أعلم أن كنت سأبرمج ذهني على أن كل تلك المدة الزمنية التي أنتظرتها كانت رهن أسابيع قليلة ، وقريباً أعيش حياتي المعتادة
ربما هو الفقد ، الشيء الوحيد الذي يجب علي أن أعتاده ، وربما يجب علي أن أعتاد التغير حين يطرأ على كل من حولي ويتناسى كياني
كما أحاول أن أتناساه أنا أيضاً
في صدري مدن مهجورة وينبوع كلام جف
2 comments:
Mesh 3aref leih while reading your blog.I imagined you're whispering to me:"Hey,I am not a pessimist. I don't complain about the horror of life; I complain about the horror of my life.".
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These passages are dedicated to you huh?:"I asked for very little from life, and even this little was denied me. A nearby field, a ray of sunlight, a little bit of calm along with some bread, not to feel oppressed by the knowledge that I exist, not to demand anything from others, and not to have others demand anything from me.
... Sadly I write in my quiet room, alone as I have always been, alone as I will always be. And I wonder if my apparently negligible voice might not embody the essence of thousands of voices, the longing for self-expression of thousands of lives, the patience of millions of souls resigned like my own to their daily lot, their useless dreams, and their hopeless hopes."[Fernando Pessoa]
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Any reference to the photo?
yala,Happy feast ! :)
Pessoa ??
yay , Its nice that my writing reminds you of Pessoa !
thnx for the comment ! :))
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this photo was taken by me !
& happy feast to you too
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